субота, 15. јул 2017.

Hot Exfoliating Mask for Clean Skin (Cruelty Free)

Hot Exfoliating Mask for Clean Skin (Cruelty Free) Who else likes face masks?! Let's test this cruelty free face mask! * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

уторак, 4. јул 2017.

Dark Smokey Eye with Golden Eyeliner (100 DAYS OF MAKEUP #11)

Dark Smokey Eye with Golden Eyeliner (100 DAYS OF MAKEUP #11) Today we have very very dark smokey eye brightent up by amazing golden eyeliner :-* Watch 100 days of makeup playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu_rNl4HumUJrrzy8kCYOXuj * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

понедељак, 19. јун 2017.

BEAUTY HAUL! SO MUCH GLITTER!

BEAUTY HAUL! SO MUCH GLITTER! Here we go with another colorful and fun haul! I hope you enjoy! MAKE YOUR OWN CHOKERS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8a5vLNOaH-E&t=2s * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

недеља, 11. јун 2017.

Golden Glitter Queen (100 Days of Makeup #10)

Golden Glitter Queen (100 Days of Makeup #10) Today we become Golden Summer Godess ;) It's so fun so sparkly :-* Watch 100 days of makeup playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu_rNl4HumUJrrzy8kCYOXuj * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

понедељак, 5. јун 2017.

empties may

empties may Spring Beauty Empties - Come See my Beautiful Garbage It's garbage diving day again. let me show you what I used, what I liked and what I didn't like! Washable One Day Hair Color Spray: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jiVbVzABcw * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

уторак, 30. мај 2017.

OOTD - Dandy Thrifter!

OOTD - Dandy Thrifter! How many thrifting lovers are out there? ;) Jacket, shirt, belt, pants - thrifted * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

петак, 26. мај 2017.

Red Golden Winged Eyeliner (100 DAYS OF MAKEUP #9)

Red Golden Winged Eyeliner (100 DAYS OF MAKEUP #9) Moving on with some new makeup! Today it's just the perfect amount of sparkle for me ;) Watch 100 days of makeup playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu_rNl4HumUJrrzy8kCYOXuj * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

уторак, 23. мај 2017.

Welcome to my Channel / Beauty Tutorials

Welcome to my Channel / Beauty Tutorials Hi there everyone. I want to introduce myself to you and welcome you to my channel! It's all about beauty, tips&tricks, hauls and favourites but also I am addressing more serious subject like anxiety, depression, body image. I hope you find my video helpful or at least fun ;) * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

петак, 19. мај 2017.

Rose and Lilac Hair! Schwarzkopf Live Hair Dye Review

Rose and Lilac Hair! Schwarzkopf Live Hair Dye Review Sooooo this thing kinda works, but... * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

четвртак, 18. мај 2017.

Žena koja nije želela da postane supruga i majka





Rodiš se kao devojčica, rasteš, budeš slatka, stavljaju ti tračice po kosi i oblače te u roze. Porasteš još malo, pitaju te kad će da se uozbiljiš, zašto nosiš samo crno, kada iznerviraš roditelje do granice nervnog sloma kažu ti - videćeš, imaćeš i ti decu, pa će ti biti žao što si nam ovo radila... Onda kao stasaš u devojku, mladu ženu, svi te pitaju - pa kad ćeš da se udaš, a ti se udaš "tek" u 29. godini, svi te pitaju kad ćeš da zatrudniš - jer jelte tako treba... Onda ti kažu da treba da rodiš troje dece, jer je to divno...

Smeškaš se, a u sebi doživljavaš nervni slom.


Ponovo su te stavili u isti koš sa celokupnom ženskom sortom. Sve mora da bude tako kako "je normalno". Ali ti odrastaš u tamnoj odeći, ti odrastaš uz muziku koju zovu đavoljom rabotom, ti odrastaš bez želje da se udaš da bi se, eto, udala i da rađaš decu jer, eto, tako treba.

Nikad nisam sanjala da se udam, nikad nisam želela decu. Sve što sam htela jeste da živim svoje "normalno".



I onda je naišao on i ja sam se udala za njega jer sam tako htela, jer samo sa njim mogu da ostarim, samo sa njim mogu da budem kao da sam sama. I nosila sam belu venčanicu, i bacila sam bidermajer, i na svadbi su prštali narodnjački hitovi (grom i pakao), i bilo mi je lepo.

Onda je prošla jedna godina, naravno da je do tada trebalo da zatrudnim jer je tako "normalno", ali nisam. I trudili smo se, instalirala sam aplikaciju za ovulaciju, kupila sam maybe baby, brojali smo dane, dizala sam dupe na jastuk nakon seksa. Ništa. I onda sam pomislila da sam ja kriva. Odnosno da pokušavam da imam dete jer tako treba. I onda sam priznala mami da nikad nisam žežela decu i da možda zato ne mogu da zatrudnim.

Pokušala je da mi objasni da su deca radost. Ali ja to već znam. Samo ne osećam to ushićenje koje žene osećaju u vezi sa decom, a ko za inat deca me vole. Valjda zato što ih nikad nisam posmatrala kao decu, već kao male ljude, genijalne ili debilne. Bez pardona. Bez obraćanja sa visine. Bez zabrana koje nisu praćene objašnjenjem.



I onda sam se preispitivala danima, mesecima, otišla sam kod ginekologa da vidim postoji li fizički problem. Nije postojao... Nakon saveta lekara i praćenja "instrukcija", rekla sam mužu ono što sam zaista mislila.

Da je meni naš život lep i bez deteta i da mi to nije potrebno da bih bila srećna sa njim. I da je dete dobrodošlo kad god odluči i ako odluči da dođe. Složili smo se oko toga. U trenutku tog razgovora, ja sam već bila trudna. Prvi put trudna u 30. godini, prvi put majka u 31. Rekli bi neki - malo je okasnila - u odnosu na "normu".

I bila sam srećna kad sam saznala, ali nisam vrištala niti plakala. Prihvatila sam ga. Kao i dve mačke koje povraćaju po stanu, ogromnog psa koji se s vremena na vreme pokenja po stanu, mog muža koji stoički trpi sve moje ispade (posebno sada) i sebe, ženu koja nije želela da postane supruga i majka, a sada jedva čeka da bude velika kao kit usred zime i da tera muža u radnju po snegu da se ona ne bi okliznula.

Šta znam, valjda je to normalno.


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понедељак, 15. мај 2017.

Super Cute Haul / Thrift, New Glasses, Pastel Hair, Face Jewels!!!

Super Cute Haul / Thrift, New Glasses, Pastel Hair, Face Jewels!!! Have a great day!!! :* How to Fix Broken Blush/Highlighter/Eyeshadow: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEoe2N0e5T8 Hot Volcano Face Mask: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiFXGgXRGXM&t=4s * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

среда, 10. мај 2017.

TEST AND REVIEW: 1 $ BABY POWDER vs DRY SHAMPOO!!!

TEST AND REVIEW: 1 $ BABY POWDER vs DRY SHAMPOO!!! Dry shampoo dupe alert! :D Let's test this bad boys! TESTING THE FAMOUS BLACK MASK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqKJJ72V7dg&t=18s * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

недеља, 7. мај 2017.

Pinky romantic smokey eyes (100 Days of makeup #8)

Pinky romantic smokey eyes (100 Days of makeup #8) Again, I only show cruelty free products since I'm switching to using only makeup brands that are cruelty free :-* Watch 100 days of makeup playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu_rNl4HumUJrrzy8kCYOXuj Blush - NYX Eyebrow pencil - Catrice Eyeshadow pallete - Essence Silver Eyeliner - Golden Rose Black Eyeliner - Essence False Eyelashes and Glue - Aura Liquid Illuminator - NYX Miracle pen for waterline - Golden Rose Lip Balm - Rosal * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

среда, 3. мај 2017.

APRIL FAVORITES - Cruelty Free Makeup & Skin Care

APRIL FAVORITES - Cruelty Free Makeup & Skin Care Hello beautiful people, how are you today? :-* Eyeliner for beginners tutorial https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghL7laKZIcc Full face NYX makeup https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2J0D2DKKK68&t=2s * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

недеља, 30. април 2017.

Music Festival Look (100 Days of Makeup #7)

Music Festival Look (100 Days of Makeup #7) Summer music festivals are just around the corner. As I said before I am switching to cruelty free makeup and in this video I only show cruelty free brands, others I didn't show - I want to use them up and never buy them again. I didn't want to throw all that away because the damage is already done by my purchase. I hope you enjoy. Watch 100 days of makeup playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu_rNl4HumUJrrzy8kCYOXuj Foundation - Catrice Concealer - Catrice Loose powder - Aura Eyebrow pencil - Catrice Eyeliner - Essence Eyelashes glue - Aura Lip Liner - Golden Rose Golden Eyeliner on my lips - Farmasi (do you know are they crueltyfree?) * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

среда, 26. април 2017.

TEST: BLACK MASK - DOES IT WORK?! HONEST REVIEW!

TEST: BLACK MASK - DOES IT WORK?! HONEST REVIEW! So let's play with the new mask :D This is the most painful mask I've ever tried! Don't get it near your baby hairs - you will regret it ;D A lot of screaming in this video! ;P Test / reviews and challenges: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu9Dz5wscWJ9kWuVGAsmxOtP * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

недеља, 23. април 2017.

Black and Gold (100 Days of Makeup #6)

Black and Gold (100 Days of Makeup #6) Today we have something dark but sparkly - like my soul :D Watch 100 days of makeup playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu_rNl4HumUJrrzy8kCYOXuj * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

среда, 19. април 2017.

COLLECTIVE THRIFT HAUL, MAKEUP and THE MAGIC BLACK MASK!!!

COLLECTIVE THRIFT HAUL, MAKEUP and THE MAGIC BLACK MASK!!! Well, hello, my lovelies, I finally collected some thrifted stuff to show you and of course, there is some makeup. Have an awesome day! VIDEOS MENTIONED: TEST: NOSE PORE STRIPS https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYxHTPWaifQ&t=10s MY FAVORITE THRIFTED DRESSES https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-h1UBganY4o NYX FACE AWARDS - CREEPY CLOWN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3bS-R_3xGJU * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

уторак, 18. април 2017.

Double Eyeliner - Casual Goth (100 DAYS OF MAKEUP #4)

Double Eyeliner - Casual Goth (100 DAYS OF MAKEUP #4) This might not be casual for some people :) I sometimes change my mind right in the middle of creating my look - as you saw here when I adds more eyeliner on my upper lash line. Makeup is fun :* Watch 100 days of makeup playlist https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHKGOSodwwu_rNl4HumUJrrzy8kCYOXuj * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.

понедељак, 17. април 2017.

ALL RED MAKEUP! EASY AF TUTORIAL! (100 Days of Makeup #4)

ALL RED MAKEUP! EASY AF TUTORIAL! (100 Days of Makeup #4) I am sick in this video but this makeup made me happy :D And it's so easy to do it! * My Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwcLGAvcMv1JPL09me1Snnw * Join my group http://ift.tt/2afUlnF * Like my page http://ift.tt/2aPzJ1D * Instagram http://ift.tt/2b0uQn9 * Twiiter https://twitter.com/ilic_marijana * Blog http://ift.tt/2afUfMw * Contact beautytutorials86@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not sponsored by any companies mentioned in the video. These are all my honest opinions.